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| 11/1/11, Got the job offer from Capital One, I have to say, it went pretty smoothly. The whole process took about one week. Beth calling me on Friday to apply online and then the phone interview on Monday and then branch interview on Tuesday and then within 2 hours, Beth called me back again and they gave me the salary I wanted. It is like a place where I can see myself working. The assistant branch manager seems ok. I am pretty excited about this position. I am going to work my hardest and see where it takes me. I must tread lightly and i want to stay there for a good amount of time. My goals I set for myself: Get to know everyone's name by 1 week 8:30 to 4:30pm 9:30 to 6:30pm | | |
| Its been one year since I blogged. Many things have happened and changed, but those events are much needed. Although the time has passed, I dont feel that old but I know I am not getting young anymore but I am not rushed. I have a new job for the past 5 months and deciding on my next career move. Marriage is not on my mind right now, but I do want to find the person that loves . I want something that relates to what I studied in college. My current work place have only a few colleagues and not too busy. Working with cancer patients, which has its challenges. I am the face of the practice when patients comes in. I work with a wide cross of individuals but I am pretty much in the lower end of the totem pole. Does that mean they are smartert than me, am I likable? ><. Remind myself to stay professional through it all. I left my church, left my men, left my bank job. I should breath signs of relief but there are challenges ahead. Think of the cancer patients, the fear of death. I have 30+ more years of my life to live, the only way to look is forward and towards heaven. Urges to find a church that I fit in and where I may thrive and make a difference. This is a moment in life where I am looking for direction. Where will I find myself in another year? I am glad I kept the blog so I can read on my own life. Many things have happened and will continue. I am excited to see where I am going. I want to live my life to the fullest and enjoy to do what I want to do. Be with the people I want to be with and on my death bed that I have no regrets. I guess all of us what to experience that. There are times where I need to draw a clear line with my responsibilities, Even at this current position I am asked to do things outside of my responsibilities. | | |
| I considered myself now such a silly silly girl. I have learned so much from my past experiences with men and yet still have so much to learn about them and respond to them and I guess people in general even girls. I have been so naive and ho sor lui. I am through with my silly feelings for a man who is obviously pushing me away so last night i did come to my senses, i jokingly asked him when he will propose or when he will get married and he said "me? next life". I really know does he really mean it, is that he really hate woman that much or just think he is trying to get to me. But i kind of brushed him off and said he was joking i didnt get into a deep conversation with him, i didnt ask why, i had so many assumptions in my head. I just shut down and said hope that he was not mad at me and that i was just teasing him and guess I am not good at it. forget it, good night. Thats it, I am really really through with this man, since last night, i cant play anymore of his games anymore. I guess he is a good game player, I am surrendering. Moving on. 7/8/10 at around 1am.
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| So many things have happened since my last entry, its been 3 months. I quit my job in early April 2010 due to back pain inflammation and now i discovered because my hip was twisted, it had caused my condition and one leg became shorter than the other but thank God that i discovered it quickly so now I have to keep a good posture.
I haven't seen DS since Feb. and I think our relationship was tarnished, mainly my fault and i may have hurt his feelings, but at least there is an understanding between us. But I thank God for protecting me from the situation, it would really have affected my health. These past 5 years have been built up to this point, halleluja!, i have made the decision for stop going to life group in brooklyn officially telling the pastor for this week, I really trust God with this decision, i have peace with this decision. Reading blogs from people's experiences helped me to looked back at my own mistakes and what had kept me back, Men!! I am glad I am keeping this blog because i read back to see how i was so silly, my emotions and feelings, they will fade, lol. I read back and find myself so silly!! Crush after crush, emotions, feelings all lies.
God has set me free helps me focus on how to prepare myself.
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| Hung out with DS more like another 2 times, what did we do. We met up to watch my sister's video and went to his coop to visit him. He is a really neat person and we shared more about our lives. He really knows girls and how to control them. We hung out last Monday 2/15/10 because of President's Day, met up in Elizabeth Center. He didnt really listen to me, i told him to meet up with me upstairs and he asked me to look for him downstairs and I saw him coming up in the elevator, did he sensed that I was upset with him? | | |
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